I don’t understand why someone will want to be with someone and is going through the process of trying to be with them but all along the way be so closed up. As in keep thoughts to them self and not show deeper emotions. I do understand that people can have a wall that’s built up but that should not stop you from at least trying to be open and communicate with your significant other. 

someone who’d do anything just to see you is someone worth fighting for.

(via kay-uh)

In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “tu me manques,” which is closer to “you are missing from me.”

I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.

(Source: timorleste, via amourreveur)

• woke up & showered
• ugly messaged me and asked if I wanted to go to swapmeet
• asked the ‘rents.
• got ready.
• cleaned my room
• walked to uglys house
• Went to swapmeet
• walked around
• didn’t find anything, but I was looking at stuff and ugly wanted to buy them for me.
• I didn’t let him. lol.
• He bought nachooossss.
• I didn’t eat them either lol
• Went back to uglys house & stayed for a bit.
• went home.
• did laundrey.
• Asia came over
• erica came over.
• talked and laughed and shit.
• dropped asia off
• now I’m waiting for ugly to message me :3 
• on tumtums and fb and twitter.

I just realized I’m short. jfc.

 than to be in love and know I’m gonna get hurt in the end because it’s not gonna last. Why would I put myself through that? Have only a certain amount of time that I’m happy, knowing in the back of my head that even though I’m happy at the moment… there’s always gonna be an end. I could be in total bliss then be forced to carry pain months on end. I won’t do that to myself, fuck that. 

Do you play it? I’m determined to win, not take anything seriously. I have a feeling you’re a pro, but two can play at this.

Today was just …I was one of those days where that giddy feeling, the butterflies in your stomach, and that smile never leaves your face. All because of the people/person you’re with. 

Grandpa: This thing travels 1800 feet per second, so if someone were to shoot you with one.. You’d be dead before you even hear it.

• woke up early
• left home late, lol how do I manage.
• First period was okay, did fringerprinting then took notes on evidence and recovering blood.
• nut. break was lol, all we did was talk about Jessica and Dexti “growing up” (“:
• Went to third, walked w/ Adrian and Best.
• Eyecandy gave me a kiss on the cheek. ;) omg it was so cute.
• but then I was like napes “not getting attached.”
• Talked to Abigail about eyecandy, then she talked to me about her boothang.
• Had to walk three miles. Didn’t make time LOL
• tired, got lunch and just ate my apple and carrots.
• talked with those at the table and Veejay and Adrian kept looking at me for the insider. I couldn’t stop laughing jfc.
• Went to wagmans class, I wanted to punch her in the face she was taking too long with my nurse’s pass.
• Told us the story of how she got a student suspended for the rest of the year and because of the work he’s missing he can’t graduate.
• STILL wanted to punch her in the face.
• 3 weeks of suspension isn’t gonna stop him from saying “fuck.”
• went home.
• ate. went to walmart with momma
• picked up munchies 
• Came home and finished Rango
• Watched movies.
• picked up kuya, dropped him off.
• now I’m gonna shower.